Some days are harder than others. It is hard accepting the fact that it didn’t work out between me and Sludge. It has been hard to wrap my head around the idea of us just… not working out. He was my home. He was my best friend. We were a family. But at the end of the day, I deserve to be chosen entirely. I deserve to be loved out loud in a way that makes me feel safe. Looking back on my relationship with Sludge, I can see that I was a shell of myself in some ways. But when I

This is the part that gives me so much grace. The disciples walked with Jesus. They heard His voice.They saw the miracles.They watched Him heal.They watched Him calm storms.They watched Him feed thousands.They watched Him forgive people religion wanted to reject. And still, they did not always understand what He meant. Jesus would teach in parables, and they would need Him to explain.He would talk about the Kingdom, and they would still think in earthly terms.He would speak o